You gotta just go with it

Since Tazlin was born, I've been working half day. Not so recently, about 7 months back I got retrenched as admin assistant but I've been blessed to get another job in a matter of a month, simply because it is the company my husband works for and they have plans to send us to a different part of the country to do branch planting.


We were to go end July, but plans have changed and we're still in ol' Port Elizabeth. Needing capital for the new branch stock is what's keeping us back. So they're saying February, well I don't know ~ we'll see as time goes by, what will transpire.


Starting work at the company was exciting at first, I worked without end or breaks in between. But once that was done, there I was...floating around...like an extra appendage! I've lost my will to do my best, I find myself lagging and doing the bare minimum. This isn't me! Why have I lost my spunk?
        Here's why:

• I don't actually have a particular job description, I'm an admin assistant which at any moment can be moved or transferred to another division of the company
• After 6 months do I eventually get my own company email
• My 3 month contract has expired..... I haven't signed again
• William was told I'm only being kept on as a favor to him and since the company wants to send us to start the new branches.

Is it natural for me to feel the way I do? In a way I resent this job since I don't have the time to take care of my house or spend quality time with Tazlin, but in the same breath I appreciate my job since we can't do with the extra funds...

All I really can do is hang on and go with it until I find something to supplement our income or until we finally one day get sent to run another branch.... All I know is I gotta have Faith that God will lead us to something better!